其实我会很好奇恋爱的感觉,我从未爱过一个人想要和他一辈子,或者说我从来没有真正爱过一个人,看过了太多结局,表面的幸福,不代表长久.

   是的,我是会很期待我的爱情,有时候会很迷惑为什么我就遇不到对的人

   是的,我害怕了,我害怕自己会一直这样孤单下去

   朋友,我感觉他们越来越陌生,我好象不认识他们了,初中的聚会,高中的,认识了很多年的朋友,在我面前出现的时候,他们离我真的好远,我无法适应这种改变.这些日子,突然间很多人的名字出现,他们曾经在我的生命了存在过又消失了如今他们再次被我想起.....从前的记忆一并回来,物不再是人亦非,残酷.

   认识的人越来越多,能说话的人却越少.曾经并肩奋斗过的人,变成了今日寒暄的对象.是的,大家的路不一样了,以前我们都朝着一个方向前进,我们一起为着同一个目标努力着,可是现在,分道扬镳,各自有了新的生活,有了自己追求的东西.变化,的确无法抗拒.

  也许,我们自身的改变也会让人觉得残酷的.我也在改变着,变成一个怎样的IRAIN?那是一个我想成为的IRAIN么?

   Yes,i have ever liked you,it did exist.I am sure you know what it is when u have a secret crush on sb.That  feeling pleased me and upset me a lot.Nevertheless,it's wonderful.You made me have u in my heart,proving that my heart was still alive.I used to believe that wu would be together,and u are my Mr.right.However,feeling is not a certain thing,as i knew u better and more, i also realized u are not the one i am seeking.I knew u knew  i liked you.I do hope we can be good friends.I appeciate you.You are a good guy,i am serious.